I want you guys to know that I am ALWAYS here for you to talk to… if you are feeling suicidal or having suicidal thoughts and want to message me, please don’t be anon. I am going to really want to talk to you and figure out what’s going on so I can help you the best way possible.
But also- remember that I am just one person on the other end of a computer… I can only do so much. And I will do everything I can to help you and talk you through it… but it’s not the same as if I were actually there. If I were with you I would PHYSICALLY stop you from doing anything to hurt yourself no matter how much you might hate me at that moment for doing it. I would give you the world’s biggest, tightest hug and tuck you into bed really tight so you felt safe. I would sleep on your bedroom floor to make sure you were okay through the night if I had to.
But since I can’t physically be there for you- I have some other resources for you (and if anyone has anything else they think would be good for this page, please sent it me and I’ll put it up).
Just remember- You are worth so much. And when you’re in that frame of mind, you can’t see the upside, you just can’t. I know that- I was there. But you have to trust me and anyone else who has made it to the other side… it WILL get better. I don’t care what you’re diagnosed with or what you have gone through (I mean I do, but) things WILL get better and you should really be here when they do. I know you feel like you’ve fallen in a ditch you can never get out of. But you are so much stronger than you realize- you can get out of the ditch and see the sunshine again, I promise you. And I am always here if you need to talk/vent/cry/scream… but for now, if you’re in that dark place- just trust those of you who know from experience that it does and WILL get better… even for YOU.
I want you to know how loved you are and how this feeling is going to pass. One day you are going to ‘wake up’ from all of thisand be so happy that you decided to live. I want to make sure that you know they are not alone and I am sending you the world’s biggest, longest, virtual hug right now.
Find YOUR Suicide Hotline (online support also available)
I promise you that you can get through this. Please talk to someone… let someone help you. You’re life is worth so much and one day it’s going to be amazing, you just have to get there.
And remember- I love you all ღ ღ
